Why does it happen when the heart gets a jolt?
I am in bewilderment.
After 12 years he has gone. Snap!
Just like that!
Weeping and wailing and pining away.
That is how I spend my days.
I am being swept away.
I want to call.
I watch the phone.
I want to love.
Just maybe, my bewilderment will be over by May.